You Only Live Once
HI am jocelyn ask me anything
I firstly want to start off by saying, thank you. Thank you, for being a great inspiration to me and other people around the world. You and the boyz, by stepping on that ABDC stage, were automatically setting a role model out of yourselves. Inspirations out of yourself. You have taught me, that no matter what the age, or where you come from, you can achieve your dreams.
You and boyz, have inspired me. Changed my life perhaps? I’ve been trying new things, that people would usually put me down for trying. But I push forward, doing what I want, because of you. You have inspired me to do what I want, and not care what others think. You danced, when people constantly bullied you. I cant believe you did that, I look up to you so much. Because of the actions you took, to make your dreams come true. All I ask, is for you to keep doing that, as long as you keep doing that, you will forever be my inspiration. I’m proud of you, how far you’ve come since ABDC, you’ve grown so much.
I secondly want to say, I love you. Alot of people throw the word ‘love’ around alot now, but when I use it with you. I mean it. I’m bad at expressing feelings, but I’m going to try. I will never stop loving you.
Mikey, you’d think its odd that a person you dont know exists says they love you. But I do. I havent met you, seen you in real life or even been in a 200km radius of you. I live on the opposite side of the world. New Zealand to be exact. I know I will never meet you, and this honestly kills me inside everyday. The thought of even meeting you for 1 second, makes me feel all warm and happy.
You’re perfect to me. Absoulutly perfect. Your face, eyes, cheeks, hands, nose, mouth, smile. Your smile, is one of the best things about you. By far. Especially when you smile fully, with all your teeth showing, you should smile like that more often :)
But your personality is what I love the most about you. You’re so sweet to your fans, checking in on twitter all the time. You dont fully understand how much that means to me, and all the ICONiacz. It truly shows how much you love us. When you start to do little tweeting or follow sprees, I go ballistic. That maybe, just maybe, might be the day, Mikey Fusco will tweet me.
When you followed me a couple weeks ago, I could hardly breathe. I still couldn’t fully comprehend what had happened, and still cant completely. To think, you knew about my existence. You knew I existed, I am alive. It truly is the best feeling in the entire world I’ve had.
The way you treat your fans, you appreciate us. You ask us for help when you have technology problems, ahahah. You care for us, you show how excited you are, you answer questions that we die to know, you joke around with us, adding winky faces at the ends of tweets, which I’m pretty sure you know kills us.
I’ve heard stories, of you getting presents from fans, and you show how you’re so happy for them. You thank us, countless times. I love it, you can see how much you mean to us.
You have a great sense of humor, cracking jokes in interviews making me instantly smile. I actually laugh at your dry jokes, or tweets, they just do.
I love how you treat your peers and people close to you. How you treat the boyz so well, and care about the,. How you treat your role models. Geo for example, you constantly thank him for all hes done. And your family!
How you tweet your sister, Nicolette ‘the worlds best sister’ its great how you arent afraid to show you love your sister.
Your voice is another thing I cant get enough of. Your rapping is getting better and better everyday, and I love seeing you improve. The words just fall off your tongue like a breeze, you’re a great rapper mikey. And when I heard you got into a studio, I got as excited as you. You’re moving forward, another dream of yours on the rails, and this makes me feel proud too.
I can automatically hear your voice in an interview over the other boyz. It stand out to me so much, I’m used to it, after listening to it so much. Your laugh is angelic to me also, mikey. Its like music to my ears, and again, I cant get enough of it. Also I can hear it over other laughs. Its perfect, just like you. One of my things on my bucket list is for me to be the cause of your laugh, and I hope one day, if I get to meet you, that I will be able to make you laugh.
Your dancing is amazing, flawless. PERFECT. The way you move across the stage, so fluid, smooth. I cant keep my eyes off you when you dance. You sort of send me in a trance, if that what to call it?
You’re so talented mikey, and I hope you know that. For the age of 13, you’re more talented than me. You can rap, sing, dance, whats next? ahah, what ever it is, or will be, I will support you no matter what.
But there is one thought that remains in my head, you will NEVER love me back. Not the slightest chance, I guess I have about no hope left, but I live on the other side of the world, and you dont even know I exist. It just hurts, you know? To think the boy I’m in love with, is someone that doesnt know me, or never will.
But like I said, I wont stop loving you. You’re perfect in every single way, and if I had the privilege to be close with you, I would tell you this everyday.
Someday I hope to meet you, someday I hope to hug you, embrace you. Thats all I want. But somethings dont come true.
One day, if you either come to New Zealand, or I come to America and meet you, I wont be able to say this. Its horrible I have to say this over the internet but its the only way to get it to you. But if I do meet you, I hope you know it will be the best day of my life, I will cherish any memories I make, forever.
But for now, I’ll keep wishing, keep staying up till 11:11, still hoping, that one day, I’ll be able to meet you.
To meet the most perfect, amazing, gorgeous, sweet, caring, talented, lovable, flawless, inspirational boy. You’re my definition of perfect. You’re my inspiration, and I love you.
I Love you so much Michael Elio Fusco. Even these words cant explain it fully.
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Hope he’s texting Hannah. We need Lannah back.
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Selena love you, and she’ll never forget you. (Haters, Selena is a beautiful person, you can’t deny it!). Hana.♡
RIP Sweetie. rest easy with the angels. You are missed and loved ♥ RIP Hana Hwang
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